{"id":571,"date":"2015-07-26T21:45:59","date_gmt":"2015-07-27T02:45:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sites.dwrl.utexas.edu\/rhes306\/?p=571"},"modified":"2015-07-28T15:55:05","modified_gmt":"2015-07-28T20:55:05","slug":"where-my-strongest-commitments-lie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sites.dwrl.utexas.edu\/rhes306\/2015\/07\/26\/where-my-strongest-commitments-lie\/","title":{"rendered":"Where My Strongest Commitments Lie?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking about this for a while now. Where do my strongest commitments lie? What communities am I actually a part of? Does the list I made even make any sense? Instead of really focusing on these questions I&#8217;ve been watching Netflix. Not good. I only have two answers. Not because that&#8217;s what we were limited to but because that&#8217;s all I could really come up with. The weakest of the two, which isn&#8217;t really that far from the strongest is the Summer Bridge community. The strongest, my family back in Brownsville. I mean that is why I&#8217;m here after all.<\/p>\n<p>At this moment and the next couple of days, I am truly devoted to Summer Bridge. This opportunity is one that I couldn&#8217;t afford to pass up. I might not be trying as hard as others but I&#8217;m taking this a bit seriously. Just a little bit. Once I see a signal that I have to try harder I will. I will flip the switch and show Summer Bridge who&#8217;s boss. #moneyteam #letsgetit<\/p>\n<p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"https:\/\/scontent.xx.fbcdn.net\/hphotos-xat1\/t31.0-8\/11411878_1013841821960460_595017259603787041_o.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"463\" height=\"306\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Anyways, this is where I&#8217;m at in my life right now. No where else, we unfortunately can&#8217;t be in two or more places at once (yet, I&#8217;m working on it). One thing we all share is that we are hard working. We wouldn&#8217;t be here if we weren&#8217;t. Maybe some of us did get lucky (like me) but that doesn&#8217;t mean we don&#8217;t know how much it takes to reach our goals.<\/p>\n<p>Haven&#8217;t been stereotyped yet. I don&#8217;t think. Maybe I have I&#8217;m just oblivious to it.<\/p>\n<p>Now pretty much starting from the beginning of my life until pretty much the end of it, I have a commitment to my family. In the recent months I hated the fact that I&#8217;m the child that has to go out, get a degree, make money, then give it to my parents. Especially after the fact that I don&#8217;t feel as close to my family as I should except for my brother.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve always known that I owe it to my parents for being here but I don&#8217;t like the idea of it being my responsibility to take care of them. I&#8217;m not going to expect my kids to take care of me when I get older because who knows what they want to do. I&#8217;m going to do it for my parents though. I&#8217;ve had a great life despite the few bumps along the road like that armadillo that one time. They&#8217;ve worked too hard to be barely making it. They&#8217;re my family, I&#8217;ve learned a lot of what not do from them. They&#8217;ve provided for me when all odds were against them and I can at least provide them with some relief later in life.<\/p>\n<p>Still oblivious to being stereotyped. That&#8217;s not good is it?<\/p>\n<p>Now if there&#8217;s something crucial that I learned from my mother is that education is important. She didn&#8217;t finish high school which is why she probably made it so important that I learn everything I can. Being in Brownsville Lopez Early College High School, I&#8217;ve learned that it isn&#8217;t really the best high school to go to. So after some thinking I&#8217;ve decided in at some point going back to teach. Math and Science are my subjects which is why I will probably join the Math and Science Teachers of Tomorrow. Makes sense.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking about this for a while now. Where do my strongest commitments lie? What communities am I actually a part of? Does the list I made even make any sense? 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